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This page is to and about David...I Love You
David and Kristy
10-27-02- 12-3-02
12-12-02-12-22-02
12-27-02- 1-3-03
Forget Him
Forget His Name, His Face
Forget his kiss and warmth embrace
Forget his love that once was true
Remember now there's someone new.
Forget the love that once you shared
Forget the face that once he cared
Forget the times that you spent together
Remember now that he's gone forever.
Forget you cried the whole nightlong
Forget him when he play your song
Forget how close you once were
Remember now he chosen her.
Forget that you memorized his walk
Forget the way he used to talk
Forget the times he was mad
Remember now he is happy, not sad.
Forget the thrill when he passed by
Forget the time he made you cry
Forget the way he spoke your name
Remember now things are not the same.
Remember the time that went too fast
Forget him, they're just a past
Forget the dreams that can't come true
Forget him GIRL, for he has forgotten YOU!!!
I dont know what 2 say or even where 2 start but I never would have guessed It'd be u to break my Heart Please sum1 tell me when this pain will go away when I'll forget the past & move on 2 another day a day where just for once ur face wont cross my mind I wont think of our memories I'll just leave em all behind,I say all this right now wishing it'd be true but i know 2nite ill go 2 bed cryin over u..!
~The Player~
He'll meet you and sweep you off of your feet
He's nice and he's funny, so cute and so sweet
Surprisingly, he likes the same things as you
He does all the things that you love to do
He's the perfect guy, the one of your dreams
You belong together, or so it seems!
He looks in your eyes, and plays with your hair
He tells you that he'll always be there
His touch is so soft, his hold is so tight,
His words are so soothing, his kiss is just right!
You ditch all your friends for your new obsession
You don't realize your future is full of depression
You think that you love him, you give him your heart
Little do you know that he'll tear it apart
You do what he wants, you know its not good
You told him slow down, and you think he understood
You let it slide by, he's just having fun
You'll learn to like it as time goes on!
He's taken your heart, and locked it away
And you see him with a different girl the next day
You cry and you grieve, but then you forgive,
He won't do it again for as long as he lives!
At this point you've fallen into his trap
He has all control when you're in his lap
You believe he's sorry, you're together again
You give him a chance, he's your only friend!
You're right where he wants you, he molds you like lay,
And you see him with girl number 3 the next day
He got what he wanted, accomplished his goal
He still has your heart, which he evilly stole!
He's taken your purity, you still can't believe
You feel hurt and cheap and extremely naive.
If only your hair was blond and straight
If only you looked like you lost some weight
If only your clothes were a little bit tighter
If only your teeth were a little bit whiter
You know he's an ass, but you still want him back
And you grieve about all of those qualities you lack
All you wanted was to have some fun
Now you wish that this whole thing had never begun
You wish that one day you'll see him cry
That one day he'll know how he killed you inside!
But you know that he won't, cause he's numb to pain
He'll be with some girl while you cry and complain
Beware of the players, they'll steal your heart
And they'll give it back once its all torn apart
Don't let them s u c k you into their game
Cause once you lose, you're never the same
Maybe God wanted us to meet the wrong people before
meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the
right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.
Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another
opens, but often times we look so long at the closed
door that we don't see the one which has been opened
for us.
Maybe the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit
on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then
walk away feeling like it was the best conversation
you've ever had.
Maybe it is true that we don't know what we have got
until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't
know what we have been missing until it arrives.
Giving someone all your love is never an assurance
that they will love you back. Don't expect love in
return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but
if it does not, be content it grew in yours.
It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but
it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for
wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes
you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark
day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart
smile.
There are moments in life when you miss someone so
much that you just want to pick them from your dreams
and hug them for real.
! Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go;
be what you want to be, because you have only one life
and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet,
enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to
keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.
Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that
it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything; they just make the most of everything
that comes along their way.
Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt,
those who have searched, and those who have tried, for
only they can appreciate the importance of people who
have touched their lives.
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends
with a tear.
The brightest future will always be based on a
forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you
let go of your past failures and heartaches.
When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was smiling. Live your life so that when
you die, you are the one who is smiling and everyone
around you is crying.
**Went Away**
Ever since you went away,
nothing has been the same.
Minutes seem like days,
and i just lay around saying you're name.
When people are around i try to pretend everything is ok,
but, inside i'm crying from the pain.
God, i wish you had stayed,
i wish i could go back to before you went away
This one again was found at http://%20www.clayguthrie.tk/
How I felt when you went away:
**Can't Win**
I can't win,
i can't beat the other girls
I thought i had a guy and a friend,
but all i had was a bunch of lies.
I need someone to listen
but no one hears my cries.
When i think of you my heart glistens
my love for you brings tears to my eyes.
Now my depression worsens
and i just want to die.
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David is 5'7" tall, short dark brown hair, and has hazel eyes. I love him soooooo much. He played football for Hudson High's J.V. team. He is also doing track this year, and guess what? I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH!
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David, even though you won't read this until either right after you get there, or after you get back...have a safe and fun trip for Thanksgiving...HAPPY THANKSGIVING, I LOVE YOU BABY! ~Kristy~ |
Ok, here's new news about David and I...David and I broke up on either Tuesday or Wednesday Dec. 3rd or 4th, and I broke up with him, because I heard some stuff about him which turned out not to be true, and I took it to heart and did some pretty stupid things which I got into trouble for, so I was "told" by my dad to just call him and break up with him...so I did and David got pretty upset...but now it's the 13th...FRIDAY THE 13TH and on Wednesday the 18th David and I will more than likely be going back out...YEAH!!! When and if it happens, I will let you know. TTYL David..Love You!!
12-20-02 6:08 p.m.- Ok, new news about David and I....hmmm how enjoyable...
Ok, as of Friday night (12-20-02) David and I "weren't going out" but I don't know whether we are or aren't right now. Grrrrrr I AM REALLY CONFUSED!?!?!?! Well, we've talked and I don't know what to do about it, but I do still wanna be with him..OMG I HATE LIFE! N-E-Ways....So...yeah as of now, we are going out, but we aren't..we have to make the decision, so I'll let everyone know later in like a week(after Christmas) what's going on and what happens.... btw...MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
I was GOING to put in the chat that him and I had on Friday, but I decided to be nice and not put it in here UNTIL he screws me over again, so if by some chance i DON'T get screwed over, i guess you guys are outta luck sowwy! :-(
10-28-02- Ok here's the update...On Sunday December 22,2002 David and I broke up. He broke up with me and I felt really really bad at the time, but as time progressed I realized WHY he really did break up with me, and I had to deal with it. Well, after some stuff happened to me both Monday(the death of a somewhat-close family member, plus it was my Mom's b-day{she died 6 ˝ years ago}) and then again some more stuff happened to me Tuesday, I decided it was time for me to "take some time off" and was not doing anything with barely anybody..oh yeah, have to put this in cuz it was sooo sweet- Corey(my ex) brought us some baby turtles kind of a gift to Austin(my 4 year old lil brother), but it was supposed to make me feel better, Thanks Corey. But N-E-Ways, Yeah, that happened, but guess what else happened?? David asked me back out on Friday(December 27th, yesterday) and I told him yes but gave him some conditions. Now we are doing a little bit better, but today we were supposed to go to the mall together but when I called to see if he could get out so we could pick him up, his sister said he was at the rec. center( if your from outta state it's known as the YMCA wherever you're from). So I was a little annoyed. But tomorrow he's supposed to come over, so maybe it'll be okay. Well, that's the update...will update you guyz again soon!!Wait one more second...I just now called David(mind you it's 9:20p.m.) and he told me he's going to the movies...lol...okay David...wanna play? We'll play!! Don't plan on me putting up with ANYMORE of these games, you promised me yesterday that there weren't going to be anymore games...well guess what?? It's games you want? IT'S GAMES YOU GOT!
~¤©Kristy¤©~
UPDATE
Ok, as of January 3rd, 2003..David and I are no longer going out. In my mind, more than likely I will NEVER go back out with him UNLESS by some slim chance he changes his ways. This is exactly what was said:
David: when we first started goin out i thought you were all i ever needed and i thought i loved you sooooo much but as time grew on i donno it just kinda changed and i tried to figure out what was wrong and i couldnt figure it out. i mean i lke you alot but i know its not the same way that you care about me.. and i dont wanna keep leading you on about it anymore
K L M 1 4 0 1: so..does that mean you don't know if you love me? that u thought u did but you don't?
David: i do love you but i just i donno it feels diffrent
K L M 1 4 0 1: ok..do you think that I love YOU differently, or YOU love ME differently?
David: i donno but i know that the way you feel about me is way dff. then the way i feel for you.. its just i donno what happened
K L M 1 4 0 1: is it better than how i feel for u or worse or what? u don't know.it's just different?
David: its no where near the way you feel for me
K L M 1 4 0 1: better or worse? lol
David: and its wrong to make you think that i still did thats why i had to tell you
David: what you mean better or worse
K L M 1 4 0 1: nvm its hard to explain...do you feel MORE for me than i feel for you? or do you feel LESS than i feel for you? either way, i don't care i would just like to know
David: less
K L M 1 4 0 1: ok so with this...do you still want to go out with me? i don't care whether u like me as much as i like you..that doesnt bother me at all
David: honestly i'd rather just be friends
David: i'm sorry if i hurt you agian
David: again*
K L M 1 4 0 1: ok..fine..we'll just be friends then..thx for at least doing me the common curteousy of telling me how u felt
David: ok
David: i'm sorry
K L M 1 4 0 1: it's perfectly fine
K L M 1 4 0 1: no more tears
David: ok
David: thats good then i guess
K L M 1 4 0 1: for me yeah, for you...it's REALLY good
David: lol
David: why really good for me?
K L M 1 4 0 1: cuz now Cory don't have to come beat u up :)
David: lol
K L M 1 4 0 1: ok well at 4...since we aren't hooking up..if you're still on i g2g it's Cory's 17th birthday and we are giving him his birthday present, so i dunno if i'll be back on tonight or tomorrow morning
K L M 1 4 0 1: at 4 though
David: ok
K L M 1 4 0 1: yeah..you made Raisa happy lol
K L M 1 4 0 1: and Ashlie
David: why?
K L M 1 4 0 1: and Amanda..and Heather lol
David: why
K L M 1 4 0 1: cuz they all wanted me to break up with u, and i told them no, but since u basically broke up with me...they're all happy now :)
David: oh ok
End of David buffer: Fri Jan 03 14:58:30 2003
So yeah, but get this...the 1st line he said....came from a movie.."She's All That" With Freddie Prince Jr...(Freddy's really hotttt!!! lol sy just had to say that), anyways, so yeah when he was confronted about it...this is what he sent to me, without me saying anything to him first.
David: blow me
*** Auto-response sent to David: LOL David you are suuuuuuuuuuuch a dumbass!!!!! in fact you can KISS MY ASS!!!!
Kristy: grow a dick
Kristy: your gay aren't you?
David: fuck you
Kristy: nah see i was smarter than that. i knew what you were up to all along thats why i broke up with you the first time
David: W/E DONT FUCKIN TALK TO ME
Kristy: and then after you screamed at me and told me it was all bs we kind of got along better
Kristy: CAUSE I ACTUALLY BELIEVED YOU....GOD HOW STUPID AM I
David: dont talk to me
Kristy: what now that the truths finally out you don't wanna talk?
David: truth wtf are you talkin about
Kristy: you know exactly what i'm talking about...what now that i know what game your playing...and what the score is you gotta act all dumb?
David: game w/e
Kristy: yeah game
*** David signed off at Thu Jan 09 20:33:35 2003.
End of David buffer: Thu Jan 09 20:34:29 2003
So yeah, David and I broke up...he told me he was "going to stay single for awhile" yet, when other people asked him about it..I was told by 4 other people that he talks to that he wants a girlfriend andhe just doesn't know who yet...guess what David?? I wouldn't be surprised if you NEVER found a girlfriend, and if you DO...good luck cuz if i or neone i know know her..she's gonna know ALL ABOUT YOU AND YOUR GAMES!! have fun!
| Poems and Quotes to and/or about David |
| ~They say you only fall in love once, it's a lie, because everytime i see you smile, I fall in love all over again!~ |
Some day u'll cry for me like i cried for you ¤ Some day u'll miss me like i missed you ¤ Some day u'll need me like i needed you
¤ Some day u'll love me, but i wont luv you! |
Neva say I love u
if it isn't really there
Neva talk bout feelings
if you really don't care
Neva hold my hand
if u'r gonna break my heart
Neva say u are gonna
If u dont plan to start
Neva look into my eyes If
all u do is lie
Neva say hello
If u realy mean goodbye
If u realy mean foreva
Then please say ull try ..
Never say forever..
Because forever makes me cry.. |
I only wanted him to be happy, no matter how far apart we were I stayed loyal to him and respected him. I loved him with all my heart till some little bitch tore us apart. I don't understand why he left me. He waz everything I wanted him to be. Till this day I wonder why, for his love I always cry. |
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**********Boyz***********
** A heart is not a plaything **
** A heart is not a toy **
** But if u want yours broken **
** Just give it to a boy **
** Boys they like to play with things **
** To see what makes them run **
** But when it comes to kissing **
** They will do it just for fun **
** They never give thier hearts away **
** They play us girls for fools**
** They wait till we give our hearts **
** And then they play it cool **
** You will wonder where he is at night **
** You will wonder if hes true **
** One minute you will be happy **
** One minute you will be blue **
** So to fall in love with a boy **
** That takes alot of nerve **
** You see my friend you need a man **
** To get what you deserve ** |
I wish upon a star
that no matter how far apart we are
you will find me and you will see
How perfect are we
I wish that
if for some reason my wishes dont come true
That another person out there is wishing for me..
hopefully that person is you. |
To the world you are just on person, but to one person you are the world. |
¤If I could reach up and hold a star for everytime you've made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand¤ |
God gave all the angels wings except you because he didn't want the most beautiful one to fly away
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